The little preparation

It seems the more I refuse, the more I experience. It seems the greater the challenge, the less even the difficulty.

I'm afraid of what I think I need to resolve.

I'm almost at the point where I don't want to talk to people about things, because I keep getting in these situations where I have no appropriate ability to respond, so I just kind of sit there and stare into the awkward silence.

Just have to listen.