The room is too loud

Day off today. Meant work, basketball, work, find food, work, video games, guys group. Overall, a relaxing day.

I wish there were a way that I could simply encapsulate all the different things that are, have, and will go through my head. I wish to be normal, but I know it will never happen again.

This place feels more familiar every day, and I just don't know how I feel about that.

I know someday, I will get to see what it is that I have done which will last. How I long for that day.